Wasn't going to admit this - but i gotta. cause i'm still surprised at myself. apparently i'm more of a freak than i thought i was. when i brought the aussie back to my street, he kept trying to get me to let him come up. that wasn't happening cause i left my keys with my roomate and didn't want to face her when i brought him up. so i decided to just talk and make out with him outside. let me tell you - that was something else. pretty sure i got a little boob action ("how big are they? double d? good for you. i didn't know they were that big"), sweet nothings ("i wish i'd met you 15 months ago before i met my fiance....you're beautiful") and fingered on the street. that's right - you read it right. he said he wanted to taste my "sweet black pussy" and before i knew it - my drunk ass was pinned up against a gate on the sidewalk with a man i'd just met getting some finger action. good times...

guess i just needed to confess... :-)