i'm moving....

...again.

i'm so tired of moving. i've been in the chicago area for about 5 years and i've moved almost every year since i got here. and so, i've been looking for apartments again. and trying to find a place i could live in for 2 years at least. i think i found it yesterday. i just need to get myself together and get the application done. the woman is really nice and the condo is really spacious. so hopefully i'll get that done today and out of the way so i don't have to think about it. that'll be one thing i can definitely check off the list. Since my lease is up on May 1 - i'm kind of down to the deadline and just need to make sure that everything is together at this point.

on another note - a friend of mine lives in the town that i'm moving to - which would generally be a good thing right? well, i don't know. she's a little crazy. i'm crazy and ocd here, but she's crazy and clingy all the time with most of her friends. i didn't know this until i started really hanging out with her. so when i move i'm going to have to really lay the smack down on my boundaries. there are times when i don't want to be bothered and she's just going to have to deal with that. i hate being like that, and i know at some point it's going to become an issue. i'm dreading it. she's one of thoese people that would drive past your house after calling you, to see if you were really not home or busy when you declined hanging out with her. then call and tell you that she's knows you're home. so i'm kind of gearing up for that. and i might just be freaking myself out at this point, but better to be prepared for crazy and not have it you know?

i don't know how i find these people... maybe the crazy draws them in.